Looks like its been well over a year since I've used my LJ account, and I think it's about time I start writing again.
I've never been that good at keeping a journal, but yesterday my prof reminded our class that writing will often reveal more about the things that are stirring about your brain. So...here we go again...

you said you'd wanna be a wife// you said you liked the taste of my tongue,
maybe then you'd see// and please forgive this face of mine,
maybe then live my life// and i'll forget this space and time

but i'll find my way home// and I've said goodbye too many times
there's no need for you to// to be found at your door,
say you love me anymore//

and I'll face the fact
it's not my will to bleed,
and I won't keep score